not in mood for a long while

not in the right mood for a long time. too long and that scares me. will i keep being like this? thanx god i'm still doing some sketches on my sketch book. i don't really care about skills not... sadly... since i'm more worried about content.. feel like i'm an empty abandoned tin can. once the food is been eaton, left me nothing. and i don't want to be a tin can.

still have really bad sense of color..and been repeating myself again and again and again and again.. still cannot get rid of the habbit of starting at a random color scheme. i don't know why i pick a specific color, (because i feel it's right... that's my always answer) or choose a specifc composition. (by saying composition, there is none actually... ) Feel like me is falling apart, my hands and eyes and brain all doing their own job without thinking about others existance.. come on....this is a team work~

couple sketches. portrait.. as always. random... (landscape? hell know what is that) sketches. i really like the dirty brown. there are sooo many color in it and ends up with a dirty muddy unknown grayish, brownish color.

write too much this time... need to talk less and do more work.

fishing...

ahh.... don't feel like to do anything these days. been working on this for a little while and it still end up as a non finished sketch... i wish i can start over again.... i mean my study.. so that i can really do some work and study on anatomy....

two sketches from today~~

two sketches from today!

Random Sketch

Random image....

a new painting!! from Diyang

finally a nearly finished piece long ago. feel like i'm more productive when i talk with diyang over the phone. anyway... here is the one.
"my working process"

Cube Pets

I've been working on these cube animals for a while and i really enjoy doing this. it is a template that designed from scratch and using each template, i develop a series of animals. right now i focused on cat as i really love cats. attached images... are the scanned version and a finished photo. more designs are coming....

slacker~~~~~~

i have to say that i got really limited vocabulary + horrible spelling. i cannot come up a better word to describe myself except the word slacker. i don't know what happened to me, yet i got no motivation to draw or paint or design or do anything meaningful for a loooooooooooooooooooooong time, i still don't have it now, yet i got a bit scared since i know it's gonna be a dead end to me if i keep being slack off. i thought being a human is so easy, and deal with ppl and friends are easy, yet now i'm thinking maybe a star fish life would be easier.