slacker~~~~~~

i have to say that i got really limited vocabulary + horrible spelling. i cannot come up a better word to describe myself except the word slacker. i don't know what happened to me, yet i got no motivation to draw or paint or design or do anything meaningful for a loooooooooooooooooooooong time, i still don't have it now, yet i got a bit scared since i know it's gonna be a dead end to me if i keep being slack off. i thought being a human is so easy, and deal with ppl and friends are easy, yet now i'm thinking maybe a star fish life would be easier.